In class on Thursday, we discussed the five fluctuations (vrittis). We were asked to think about which fluctuation we most associate. At first, I was a little confused about the difference between incorrect knowledge and imagining. I thought they both meant that the individual was making things up - kind of like being insecure. Then, I realized that incorrect knowledge meant believing in things that are not true while imagining meant being creative. I would say that I most associate with incorrect knowledge. I definitely am very insecure and have a hard time believing what people tell me. My lack of trust has been an issue for a while, and I am hoping to become more trusting and receptive of what people tell me.
I also struggle with the other fluctuations except not to the same degree.
Correct knowledge:
- I definitely dwell on things going on in my life. I have a very hard time not thinking about any issues. Yoga has helped me to stop thinking about life and to focus on yoga. Tuesdays and Thursdays from 3:30 to 4:45 pm I am actually able to stop thinking about life.
Imagining:
- I live in a different world at times. I am always thinking about the future and planning for the future. I guess planning for the future is not the same as imagining except my future plans might not necessarily have a basis in reality.
Sleep:
- I do not know if I ever really am able to "sleep."
Memory:
- Is this the same as correct knowledge somehow? I guess it relates to me dwelling on issues.
I think I need more explanation on correct knowledge versus memory.
good set of observations. We will talk more about memory. It can relate to correct knowledge, but it has its own domain.
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